what i like, what i want, what i do, they are different

After i failed my test to be a law faculty collegian in padjajaran university . I feel so tired of everything . Everything i do feel so tiring me -_-

I do realize that life must go on, and luckily i still passed the test to enter sriwijaya university's law faculty . But i can't feel grateful till now :(

Sometimes i miss my past time, when i always got what i want . junior high school, so beautiful ages . I think that the older i get, the harder temptation i have to pass . Loves,sincere, effort, i lost all my believe in that -_- I just sit, pray, and wait . When i can get back to the latest me ? :(